well today has been a long day.
but shall blog about yesterday first.

[friDAY}
had prefects r.o.d. was quite okay.
huijun look like a barbie doll!
-huijun_ you better thank me okay. if i didn't SAVE ya you probably add up in the hspital now. heehees.
mass dance was FUN! after that we were allowed to ermm "anyhow-dance"
liying AND me created or very OWN "classic dance"... ultimate FUN.
could only say that everyone was so HIGH yesterday.
before r.o.d went to rache;'s house to pass her things.
after that took a cab to school cause i was gonna be late.
that taxi driver cheat my money cans...
he drove a long way then u-turn lor... he almost brought me to suntec city...
CHEATER! hmph!

[toDAY}
had gb r.o.d. guess its a "weeping day" not only for me,
but also for a few more others. i cried NEARLY TEN times can..
my sleve went wet after the sec 4s fnished their speech...
first reason for crying was "they cry, i cry."
the other reason was "i can't bear to leave them. the future gb meetings would be
so cold and quiet (like last week's) without them"
and ms wong annouced a bad news today:
everyone would be changing their squads!!! grr...
i don't want this to happen. how i wished this day would never come....
oh wells after r.o.d the thing came. the thing almost all the GB gals
have been practising for the past few months... Internal Drill Competition!
it started okay for me. inspection was the first in the line.
well, something ULTRA EMBARRASSING HAPPENED:
okay my con. was the last second to have inspection. so we have like stand and stand and stand
then i guess something went into my eye rather the wind kept blowing
so BOTH of my eyes went watery. and guess what?
the tear just roll down my cheecks and the mdm saw it!
arh! they thought i cried! so they called Esther to ask me what happened...
so i told my eyes are itchy i AM NOT CRYING...
so she pei me to the toilet then i washed my eyes and blah blah blah..
vicki thought i was so frighten that i cried... HAHA.
let me tell you this: THIS WOULD NEVER HAPPEN.
then went to the hall and waited for our turn for the real drill thing.
my con. sang to kill time. then the time came.
we did "thunder panader" (not sure of the spelling) and i FLUNK IT OKAY.
and of course, disappointment can't be avoided..
felt so stupid and guilty cause i pulled the standard of my con. down.
thanks to those who comforted me...
it didn't went very good... vicki cried cause ermm she gave the wrong command...
then results time. well we were surprise that we won (which is a good thing)
cause finally our hard work paid off.
but most importantly, it is the bond between my con. and i had.
all the drill prac. definately brought us closer and take the initaitive to talk to
those whom we don't offen talk to. guess its the
bonding that's improtant and not the winning part.
i'm really thankful for all the drill prac. but now it's over.. sians.
thanks to all the commanders who coached us!! you guys have been really patient
with us. =) thanks.