shit mans. without warning, that feeling came back again.

suddenly, i just need someone to talk to. someone which will listen to me and lend me her shoulder.
suddenly, i wished that i could vanish from the earth's surface.
suddenly, i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs.
suddenly, i just wanna flood myself with HOMEWORK.
(weird feeling, though)
suddenly, i just want to be isolated.
suddenly, my hands are perspiring.
suddenly, i just can't think positive.
suddenly, i can sense that a huge row is gonna break between the both of us.
suddenly, i am so confused, perplexed.
suddenly, i just hate you.
suddenly, i feel so scared. really scared.
suddenly, i just wanna cry.

I wanna talk to xuanqi. i guess
she's the one that's more approachable.
she's the one that can give me the RIGHT ADVICE.
she's the one that can dismiss all these thoughts from my mind.
she's the one whom i find reassurance from.
she's the one that help me to think positive.
she's the one who cheered me up.
she's the one great great friend to have.
thank GOD for her.