Wednesday, July 12, 2006

tomorrow is sport's day.
oh man. have to wake up ultra early.
boos. i hate waking up so early.
( i would love mornings if they start later :) )
nothing much happened this week.
mon we got our sec4 r.o.d. prac.quite funn actually.
yea, qand xuanQI said she tried to find us but (of course) to no avail. :)
yumms. just ate strawberry with choc. so nice. i love chocs!
just watched Incredible Tales. one word to describe it "creepy"
have been pondering if these things really exsist.
hopefully not. even they really do, i know that
MY FATHER will protect me for HE LOVES ME.
aww,HE rawk mann. I, yeo hui qing shall declare my love for HIM:
I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY JESUS!
hias. having some problems. freindship probs.
recently me and my closest fren, i think we are having problems.
i don't know why but it seems like we are drifting away from each other.
and honestly, sometimes i get really pissed off.
i mean she kept on lying to others and to me.
and pushing blame to others. i just can't trust her anymore.
i mean i am not perfect but sometimes i really like her but sometimes
i really hate her. To be frank, sometimes i really envy those
people who have a strong bonding with their friends. i tried to get to know my
peers more but we are just stuck at that "good friends only" level.
we just can't go any futher.and the only one that i thought we could,
we are drifting apart. i have beening having this feeling that
one day something nasty is gonna happen.
i really don't know what to do. maybe i am just too anti-social.
or isit because i have been expecting too much from others?
am i the one that should be blamed? oh man. GOD please help me.