kae, there's a big big problem with me. i am being too NASTY to guys!!! as in not to all the guys... but to this group of guys. i don't know the reason why but i have always been telling myself to control my temper. (well, if you know me well enough you will know that i am a temper-freak) but you know sometimes even the slightest movement they make can pissed me off. k ermm... not the slightest movement but sometimes their actions are so CHILDISH!!! my sis say guys at this age immature pigs. perphaps they really are... maybe i have over-reacted or whatever you say, but i just can't control my temper rather i just can't change my opinon towards them! i mean i find other guys much much much better than them...and i don't get easily pissed off by what my other guyfriends do... do you call that bais? but if you use that word it's ermm not very suitable cause one of the guys from that group could be so called " good frined" of mine last time... i always trust him think his really A GREAT FRIEND. but now the reverse way. i know part rather most of the problem cetainly lies witn me ( cause i obviously changed alot ) but i believed part of the probelm also lies with him. i am not trying to oush the problem or blame or whatever to him but i am very sure he has changed. different from last time. that's all i can say. i really regreted my attitude towards him. i really do. but when i see what he dhas done, i just think that i shouldn't have the " i am sorry" feeling towards him. grrr... i need CONSOLING!!!!


huiqing.
confused.