new life....

hi yea... very long didnt update my blog liao... so sorry... anyway it's 2oo6 liao... gotta a new class.... ok lor... i seriously think that my class sucks though... ai yah don't care lah. jus go there study and study lor... ( please don't say me a NERD cause i am definately not one cause i am very lazy and i have been recently hanging out like shopping etc. and even if i am, i am the stupidest nerd in this whole terrible scary world. ) ai yah. lets not talk about school stuffs. don't want to think about it anymore. think my school sucks. my uniform sucks. my class sucks. but the teachers don't really suck lah in fact, they are pretty good you know... as in my form teacher and my co- form teacher... dont know about the others...
anyway recently, got some friend problems lah... tell ya sumtink i tink this year i very very " sway " is lyk starting of the year gotta friend problems liao then " kanna " involved in some class community things then very stress lor... cause is like have to bring the class keys everyday then for example forget to bring right, then is like YOU ARE DEAD. you know... scarey leh.... then have to take care of the class. which i hate alot... is like must care about this care about that... then the class right got anything hapen also must jot down... wah lao i really feel the pressure lor... think i am going mad. going crazy. die die how??? arghh. wah lao is actually they wanna sabotage me lor thats why they vote for me... sigh. how? how? how?! ( by the way, for your information hor, the ' they " i am refering to right is my girl classmates. arghh. ) thats why i am telling you how " sway ' i am now. everything is just not going my way. the way i want it to be. the way it was suppose to be. die die die die. DIE!!! i suddenly feel very scared. ai yah feel the pressure all around me. it is driving me crazy. how. arghh. I HATE MY SCHOOL!!!! i should have chose i school where by i know nobody and nobody knows me. then i won't get sabo. i won't be in this state.
k.i think whoever is reading this right, think this writer must me siao liao. like that also will feel pressured. like that will also feel stressed. so useless. but you will never know what i am thinking unless you are me. ai yah its difficult for me to explain. really difficult.
i think this entry quite long leh. so far one of my longest ones. dont cha agree? k never mind i am talking crap. think i have to end liao need to take a break. shall update my blog another time when i am free. perphaps when chinese new year is around the corner. ( k this is totally stupid. chinese new year is already around the corner. ) ai yah just next time. when i feel there's a need for me to update you/my blog. k. shall end in a few seconds. bye. by the way happy belated 2oo6...!!! ( not really belated lah cause now is still 2oo6 ) . k. bye.

lurves... ,
hq./qing.