k. my stomach is gonna burst very very soon. eat too much liao . haha. ate some jacob's biscuits's biscuits then drank two bowls of soup ( very nice ). after that ( less than half an hour) , was forced by my mother to eat my dinner cause she wanna wash the dishes liao she wanna do everything in one shot. ate damn slow. cause the beancurd was so damn hot as in spicy and the serving was very huge. took more than 30 minutes, i think. then drank another bowl of soup so that makes it to three bowls. alot right? so today, my class had to stay back to do some deco for the classroom. its a competition. heard that the prizes were very attartive but i don't think so lah, actually. you know, thay always like to exxagerate things one especially games or competition prizes. i know cause i also did this type of thing before mah.. haha. lol. the thing right is actually the WeeBiz thing lah. cause must advertise right so is like after my teamates and i did finish the flyers aready right, then we went to give to the " little innocent children " during recess ( pm session ) then i saw this two girls then i tell them how " attractive " the prizes are ( you know i told them that we will be giving out teddy bears haha. ).then the next day they turn p lah then is like they ask me why they didn't receive any bears then i was like " you have to win this and that then you can get a bear " then they really believe lor... haha soo innocent. like that also believe.... k never mind... i not saying them stupid or whatever ok... just thinking that why they so guilible... haha. k so back to the topic of the " competition " ( the deco of the classroom " so like that lor everyone just deco thier own table as in like wrap it with wrapping paper lah..... most of them got no deco items on the table one... damn plain cause the table is just covered with wrapping paper. wanna know why? cause right, they forgotten to bring those things... they just go around asking people whether they have got extra wrapping paper anot... if that person have then the person who requested for it lucky lah but for example that person do not have any extra hor, good luck to that person who requested for wrapping paper....but mine is not plain hor... i got bring deco items to deco one okay... ( see, i so obedient ) haha. but the way i write my name quite ugly lehh... cause in a rush so anyhow write the name.... sigh now a little regret liao....sigh.... never mind hack lah.... actually right i think i am the last person to finish decorating my table cause is like gotta alot of people helping to deco the notice board all these while i am still decorating my table.... but cannot say i am slow cause got alot of people only deco the table with wrapping paper so obvivously they will do faster than me one right.... this is common sense... k i am gonna write something that i wanna tell this person very long liao. so if you all are not interested, you all can leave my blog liao no need to bother about the things i am going to write below. but if you are interested, you can read it. i won't mind.

~~k. *******N**H ( you guys go and figure out youself who that person is ), i don't know how you feel about me now but i just want to tell you something. YOUR ATTITUDE IS PISSING ME OFF. THE LAST SMS THAT YOU SEND ME THAT NIGHT REALLY REALLY HURT ME. AFTER KNOWING ME FOR ABOUT FIVE MONTHS, YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT I AM SOMEONE WHO DON'T TRESURE FRIENDSHIP ( or something like that ) AND THAT I AM A LIAR. YES I AM A LIAR AND YOU ARE TOO BUT NOT THAT TYPE OF LIAR. ( you should get what i mean ) THAT TIME WHEN I WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH YOU I AREADY TOLD YOU THAT I STILL THINK ******* *** IS A NICE PERSON LIAO. BUT YOU DID NOT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY. THATS YOUR FAULT. AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BOTHER WHO ARE MY FRIENDS AND NEITHER DO U HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO AND CARE WHO ARE THE FRIENDS I AM MAKING. YOU CAN ADVISE ME AND I WILL LISTEN BUT STOP TELLING ME OR TELLING ME THAT IT IS A " MUST " NOT TO MAKE FRIEND WITH WHOEVER. I JUST WANNA BE A FRIEND OF THAT PERSON BUT I DID NOT SAID THAT I WANT TO BE VERY VERY CLOSE TO HER. AND WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT I WANTED TO BE A FRIEND OF HERS BECAUSE I WANNA KNOW HER MORE YOU WERE LIKE " AI YA I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GONNA DO WITH HER LAH.DID YOU KNOWING HOW HURTING THAT SENTENCE IS? AI YAH JUST TELL YOU IF YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR GOOD FRIEND OR EVEN A BEST FRIEND OF YOURS, SORRY, I CAN'T BE ONE OF THEM. YOU ARE JUST ASKING FOR A PERFECT FRIEND! WHAT NO BACKSTABBERS ( YOU ARE A BACKSTABBER, WONDERING WHY? GO AND THINK WHAT YOU TOLD AND WRITE ABOUT OTHERS ) , NO LIARS( U MUST HATE YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU TOO ALSO LIE ), NO MAKE EMPTY PROMISE ( YOU OUGHT TO DON'T ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE A FRIEND TO YOURS CAUSE YOU TOO MAKE EMPTY PROMISES, THINK WHAT PROMISE YOU PROMISED ME BUT YOU DIDNT MANAGED TO DID IT ). WOAH, I GUESS YOU HATE YOURSELF ALOT HOR? I DIDNT SAY THE WHOLE THING IS YOUR FAULT CAUSE I MAYBE ALSO BE IN WRONG. BUT YOU ARE DEFFINATELY ALSO WRONG MAYBE PARTLY. FRANKLY SPEAKING, ITS QUITE TIRING TO BE A FRIEND OF YOURS. REALLY TIRING. TALKING ABOUT FRIENDSHIP THINGS, ITS LIKE YOU ARE TOO OVERSENSITIVE OVER THESE THINGS. YOU HAVE MAYBE TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS ON THOSE PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR FRIEND AND I CAN'T HIT THOSE EXPECTATIONS. SORRY. CAN'T BE YOUR FRIEND. sorry. but i will treasure or rather remember the times i had with you as your friend. overall, you can be counted as nice. but do some self-reflection if you can.


love,
hui qing-- peace out