Passing By

I know this space is so dead but I'll still come back here as and when I like. Not lovin' JC life and I am becoming dull, I feel it in my bones. Am deprive of shopping and starbucks, haven't gone out for so long I can smell my clothes rotting in the closet. I NEED LIFE.

2010

Hi I shall be here again!! AND GUESS WHAT 33 MORE HOURS TO O'LEVEL RESULTS *gasps*
The initial shocks of results releasing on Monday have SLOWLY worn off BUT I AM STILL NOT READY YET. I dreamt of o'levels THREE times and not fun at all!

Anyway, I peered into my resolutions for last year and realized that I have accomplished NONE (I can't believe I actually had "Wake up at 6am for school"), BUT this year shall be different. I will make no resolutions too great for my prowess (LOL) and start small and easy. Babysteps babysteps. 2010 has been okay so far but I miss those times when I enjoy 2009 so much and didn't want it to end. Especially school. If somebody wanted to give me a perfect gift, those times would be it. And I HAVE GROWN HORIZONTALLY DURING THE HOLIDAYS. URGHHH. And I didn't know it was THAT obvious until I went to Sec 3 Camp:

mdm eng: so what have you been doing during the holidays?

me: working lor and I gained 1 kg within 2 weeks!! *looks at her with sad eyes*

mdm eng: Ya I can tell your face become fatter

I was expecting comfort rather than honesty actually. SIGH. BLAME THE OFFICE JOB. Can totally stare at the computer the whole day and munch as much snacks I like. I am sooo glad it's over and payday is coming. $$$$.

Uh Huh She



For the first time I feel like the weeks are getting longer. The past few days were enjoyable in a weird way, sleeping when the sun is rising and waking up when the sun is setting (k sounds vamipre-ish) and watching endless episodes of gossip girl, grey's anatomy and blah.
X'mas is coming, which means I need a job because job= pay= money= good christmas and I refuse to spend my favourite holiday penniless like last year, so i MUST get myself a job. But it's not easy to find a good job since everyone's finding a job and i'm way too lazy to find a job. If only the jobs could come to me. SIGH.

I Could Stare For A Whole Year







1 Grace. People I've know for 10 years.


& still counting!!






The whole o'levels-coming-in-2weeks'-time-and-leaving-secschool-for-good thing doesn't seem real at all. I hate the idea that we'll be replaced by the younger batch and teachers will soon be forgetting our names and faces :(
And I'm totally turned off by the fact that I've to make new frens next year because I have been staring at the same faces for so many years and gotten very comfortable. And for some of us going poly, it will be the end of our uniform life,literally. AWWWW.

Prelims just ended last week but I'm back on the treadmill again. Study study study.
K not like I'm studying super hard now, but I am making an effort to, which is good. Y'know, baby steps. Then again, baby steps aren't enough, because O'levels are running towards us at such fast pace and I got a total shock today when I realised there's only 34 more days left.

Anyway, I'm SOOO THANKFUL for the long weekend hol, because I managed to get some life back. I managed to do some REAL shopping(I added that word deliberately to make those who are broke jealous), swim, watch grey's anatomy, prison break and play my Jojo Fashion 2 all in 3 days!!! Feel so accomplished man. Amazing how much boliao stuff I can do in 3 days but at the same time I can actually take 3 days to revise just 1 Amath topic. Sigh.

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And did I mention that last week a huge, fatass lizard dropped onto my shoulder,AGAIN. It fell on my hair first, but I guess my hair was too smooth or smth, so it slipped and landed on my shoulder.And while doing so, it brushed against MY FACE. Screw that lizard. And there are 5 other people living under the same roof as me but I'm the only one getting this! Sigh, I hate my life.